I learned a new word this week
I feel like I've finally recovered from a trip I took last weekend. I had some frequent flyer miles sitting around, so I scheduled a weekend trip to San Francisco, my first time in the city. Wow, what a gorgeous place. I did a little bit of playing, a lot of walking, and a whole lot more nothing. I got way too little sleep, and left the city, on Monday (missed the blizzard--yay!!), feeling refreshed, but not really rested.
When I go to a new city, I walk. I love to watch life in the city. The best time is in the morning, when the night people are heading to bed as the city prepares for the day. The residue from the previous night--a syringe here, a baggie there--is still visible, but not for long. Homeless people, those who were't woken up and shuffled off by the police, are waking up. Those that were awake all night sit in small groups talking, or fighting by a fountain. I love to see how the city lives. So, I walk and watch.
I was talking about this with a colleague when I got back, and she said, "Oh, you're a flâneur." I had never heard of the word before. Here's part of the wikipedia entry:
"Flâneur" is a French word. A flâneur is a detached pedestrian observer of a metropolis, a 'gentleman stroller of city streets', first identified by Charles Baudelaire. The word has no exact equivalent in English....Around 1850, Baudelaire began asserting that traditional art was inadequate for the new dynamic complications of modern life. Social and economic changes brought by industrialization demanded that the artist immerse himself in the metropolis and become, in Baudelaire's phrase, 'a botanist of the sidewalk', an analytical connoisseur of the urban fabric. Because he coined the word about Parisians, the 'flâneur' (the one who strolls) and the 'flânerie' (the stroll) are associated with Paris and the kind of pedestrian environment which accommodates leisurely exploration.
Walter Benjamin adopted this concept of the urban observer both as an analytical tool, and as a lifestyle. From his Marxist standpoint Benjamin describes the flâneur as a product of modern life and the Industrial Revolution, unprecedented in history and definitely of a certain social class, parallel to the advent of the tourist. His flâneur is an uninvolved but highly perceptive bourgeois dilettante.
OK, I'm not sure how I feel about being described as a dilettante, but the concept fascinates me. It's pretty much the standard way i travel, particularly when in a new city. Whenever I go to a new place, people are surpised by how little I "do." My parents called me on Sunday night, in part to see if I'd gotten caught up in the blizzard (I wasn't scheduled to return to Boston until Monday, so it didn't have any effect on my travels). My mother was surprised when I said how little I'd done: "But I thought you were going to a few museums."
"So did I," I replied. Instead, I'd just been walking. And looking.
Looks like I need to read some Benjamin.
Travel/Tourism
We may just be
It's not just going somewhere that I like, but going somewhere with no plan, with no pressures and just walking, hanging out and taking it all in. That's what I love the most.
This so describes the way I travel, and it's one of the reasons I love to travel alone. In getting ready for this trip, lots of people were like, "I know someone..." and didn't understand that I wanted zero commitments on this trip...I just wanted to do what I wanted when I wanted. That's part of the reason a weekend just isn't enough time. I spend several days walking, and then decide what to "do."
Amsterdam is a fantastic city for this. God, I want to go back.
I always end up with sore legs and hips after travel, though.




























I swear, we are soul mates
One of the things I miss more than anything in the world since having kids and basically blogging almost full time is walking around New York City after midnight. It's a thought that frightens most people but it's the time of the day I get to share the city with only a few people as opposed to millions.
It's particularly awesome to walk around midtown or the financial district because that's where it gets eerily quite.
There was a time when I thought that we as a family would be doing a lot of traveling but, alas, I live with a man that hates it. I on the other hand would love to rent a winnebago and travel across the country with only a map and travel book but no plan. The thought of doing that frightens the beejeebus out of my kids' father and, well, it's a HUGE sticking point in our relationship.
It's not just going somewhere that I like, but going somewhere with no plan, with no pressures and just walking, hanging out and taking it all in. That's what I love the most.
Sigh.
The Painter of Modern Life is one of the most important essays not just to understand the creative explotion that was Modern and Modernist art but it is one of the foundational texts for post-structuralist literary theory :
To Baudelaire the flaneur is a like a painter. By observing and expressing his observations creatively, he is painting the unfolding of ideas, discoveries, new customs and new ways of being that is modern life.
Baudelaire, is said, used to have carried notebooks with him wherever he went. Nietszche was another philosopher (just as his 'forefather' Kant) who would take long walks before writing. Nietzsche, btw, was also preoccupied with the critic's work as art all throughout his work. His Untimely Meditations are like a blueprint of that --and very similar to Baudelaire's work.
I honestly believe that, would they be alive today, they'd totally be into blogging. Blogging is, in a sense, like being a digital flaneur.